Award-winning singer and songwriter Toya Delazy penned a touching message for her mother who passed away eight years ago.
Toya is currently based in London and has released a song called Nu High independently after leaving Sony Music.
The message was accompanied by a song (Link below)
"Mom, I will never know what happened this horrible night. All I know is that I was numb with fright to news that you have left me. My life has never been the same. I miss you so much. No matter how vast the fame, I'm oft still in pain. Blood is thicker than water they say but since you left, blood drew from my veins and the waters have carried me over the seas, over the years kept me hydrated, kept me sane. I will never know what really happened 8 years ago, but I won't let it be in vain. I will keep going on and I shall bring honor and power to your name. Be at peace princess of peace, one day we shall laugh again , but until then guide me through this wretched earth as I try to rebuild a path again. Trying not to fall apart again, dodging darts of hateful men , thinking will the sun ever spark again, will my heart ever fill the space? May only true people around us stay, may I give you grandchildren that will laugh and play, baring your energy, that Namaste..
I can't help wishing anyone who ever hurt you suffer the same. Every year I'm in pieces on this dark dark day. So I want to turn it around I will sing like a hark, like it's my last today, and it's all for you princess and for my spirit that misses you like oxygen in space. Like a tongue would to taste , like a bin would to waste. Miss you so much I keep moving from place to place , becoming someone, wish you could have lived to see me soar. Walked me to my throne and watched me roar, but it is what it is, and I love you, slipping you this note under heavens doors."
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